Today was just one of those days! You know the ones you don’t want to feel inspired. Or talk to anyone?
No one hurt you. You just feel lifeless!
Like a wound that doesn’t hurt but makes you numb.
You try some soliloquy on different social media sites.
But still nothing!
So I had a conversation over the weekend with a friend on some sort of battles
‘Hence this write up’
Like I keep hitting a snag
I need a way around but I am still stuck
Stuck with this bug that I keep going back to…
You know when you are in a hole.
But there is light and warmth.
Yet inside you, you feel dark?
Smiles on the outside
But numbness on the inside?
Chasing and spending on irrelevance?
Shadowed by the unnecessary?
Clouded by living in a moment?
Yet guilty thoughts crowd you?
He told me to pray.
But sometimes I forget how to
I haven’t talked to my maker in a while
Well maybe through music
Have you ever felt like this?
Writing makes me feel that even numb wounds can heal
That emptiness can be filled
Filled with that which you seek
You can heal from your guilt
From your mistakes
And sometimes sharing is hard
So this is me;
Shining a light to those who have felt like this
Who are still feeling like this
It’s okay to have bad days
Because healing takes time…
And when it comes,
Healing will put you at ease
And peace will reign.
I hope my days brighten up!